today has been really foggy, and living right on the harbor the colours are all very grey, navy, dark greens, and words like marsh and shoals. putting on this outfit I was kind of wishing that I had cloathing that fit those colours, that allowed me to harmonize with the landscape. but then i realized that this is an illusion because being so fat automatically makes me so visible which is something I try to run from all the time. it’s important for me to use this visibility in a way that makes me feel strong and empowered and in control of myself, and harmonized with my body and self. this outfit is doing this for me. all I’m going to do is take a walk to the harbor and maybe get myself an arizona or something, i dont knowww. this is my outfit for that.

i know these are blurry and junk but i think they embody my mood well.

here is a photoset of me demonstrating how I don’t feel like the whole world is crushing down upon me at the moment !!!